by Viv Grant
September is Gynaecological Cancer Awareness Month — a time to raise awareness of cancers that are often shrouded in silence. For me, it’s also a moment to reflect on my own journey through diagnosis, surgery, and the long road to healing — emotionally, physically, and creatively.
Rediscovering Myself Through Creativity
When I was diagnosed, I felt like a stranger in my own body. Pain and fear became constant companions. Then, one day, I picked up a paintbrush — something I hadn’t done since school — and something shifted.
Art became a lifeline. It allowed me to express what I couldn’t put into words. Over time, I turned those paintings into a book, Learning to Walk in the Dark, to help others navigate the emotional side of a cancer diagnosis. Creativity wasn’t just therapy; it became a form of survival.
5% of all proceeds from the book are donated to Yes to Life, a cancer charity very close to my heart.
The Anchor of Family Support
I would not have made it through those early weeks without my husband and daughter. From taking notes at appointments to simply holding space for my tears — their support was everything.
Cancer doesn’t just affect one person; it ripples through families. If you’re going through it, please remember: you don’t have to walk this path alone.
Turning Pain into Purpose
Sharing my story has become a way to offer light to others. Learning to Walk in the Dark is my way of saying: “You are not alone.” By opening up about the emotional and spiritual toll of cancer, I hope to help others feel seen, heard, and understood.
Life After Treatment: Holding Hope and Vigilance
Years after my surgery, I still attend regular check-ups at the Royal Marsden. The fear never fully disappears, but I’ve made peace with it. What’s taken its place is hope — and a quiet determination to live fully and authentically.
If you or someone you love is facing gynaecological cancer, I hope my story and book can offer comfort and connection. Even in the darkest moments, creativity, love, and community can help you find your way.
With love,
Viv
